2014-05-27 Ron W. Nikkel (Prison Fellowship International)
Trusted and Tried
To
be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved.
(George MacDonald)
“Trust
but verify” was the pithy phrase often used by former US President Ronald
Reagan in response to Soviet leaders during the “Cold War.”
Ironically, his words mirrored a well known Russian proverb that was
frequently used by the ruthless founder and director of the Soviet secret
police, Felix Dzerzhinsky.
One of the mementos I have from my earliest contacts with the Soviet
prison system in the late eighties is a portrait of Dzerzhinsky etched on a
block of wood by a political prisoner who had been held in the KGB’s
infamous Lubyanka prison. It was given to me by a journalist who knew
the prisoner and told me his story ...
“Nobody trusted me,” the prisoner said. “They (the officers and
guards) didn’t even trust each other.” So in a milieu of suspicion
and fear he used the milieu of mistrust to his advantage by carving the
portrait of the man who was most feared by prisoners and guards alike.
While the guards didn’t trust the prisoner, they did not trust each other
and were afraid to test or verify his claim that Dzerzhinsky himself had
commissioned the portrait. By this the prisoners was spared
torture and execution.
“You can’t trust nobody,” prisoners often tell me. “I’ve
gotta look out for myself, because nobody else will.” In a world of
trust betrayed and trust misplaced it is little wonder that the phrase
“trust me” is not entirely believable and begs to be tested.
When the public trust is betrayed by politicians, bankers, and even
religious leaders we learn to hold back our trust. Even in our
personal relationships and so-called friendships we become ever more careful
about what we share and with whom for fear of trust being broken. A
vow or promise seems to have little enduring value and can only be counted
on for the time being - until circumstances or feelings change.
Marriage vows of fidelity, “till death do us part,” succumb to fatal
attractions and distractions. Patriotism, which stands proudly for
loyalty to one’s country becomes a commodity, abused as much by those who
sell out their allegiance as by the state spying and snooping on
communication between its own citizens. Who can you trust?
“In God we Trust” declares the currency of the United States, but trust
in both God and the dollar has fallen to record lows. It is admittedly
difficult to trust God, not only when people lose their jobs and pensions
but when terrible decent hard-working people find their lives torn from
their foundations by calamities and strife. Even for people of faith,
trust is put at risk when leaders who claim to know and speak for God betray
the very moral values and spiritual truths which they’ve espoused as
trustworthy.
“Just trust me,” I challenged a frightened young delinquent standing on
the edge of a cliff during a rock climbing exercise designed to build
confidence and trust. “I am holding the rope, and I won’t let you
fall” I continued. “It’s not you,” he said in a quivering
voice, “I can’t do it – what if the rope breaks, and I fall?”
“Trust
me, this rope won’t break, you’ve already watched the other guys
doing it,” I replied, trying to allay his unfounded fears. Yet he
continued to refuse, his lack of confidence in me and the rope and in
himself was not up to putting trust to the test. I knew it would be
difficult for him; everything he had experienced in his short life seemed
marred by betrayal and disappointment – the product of an unwanted
pregnancy, a neglected infant, and an unloved kid in a tragically broken and
abusive home. The streets seemed safer than his home but there he
fared no better when would-be benefactors demanded sex in exchange for food
and money. In protective foster care he felt that he wasn’t really
part of the family, he was just a project and so he didn’t come to trust
them. As a teenager he turned to drugs and petty thieving until nobody
could trust him either.
There is little hope for a kid to stake his life on in a social climate
where “you can’t trust no-one.” What happens to individuals such
as him happens to society. “Prisons are actually a magnifying mirror
of what is wrong in society,” observes British criminologist Baroness
Vivien Stern. In a “trust but verify” world where fear of risk and
fear of trust pull tug of war, kids in trouble grow up to inhabit the
prisons of the world. But it is not just their problem, it is our
problem too. If individuals, families, communities, and nations cannot
trust those closest to them - how on earth will they ever survive and
thrive? How will people ever learn to trust in a God who they cannot
see?
One of the difficult lessons I am still learning is to mean what I say and
to do what I say. Often it is so easy make impressions and suggestions
of agreement without any intention to follow through. We all want
friends, close companions who can be totally trusted, who are dependable no
matter what. I’d like to be a friend like that – what you see is
what you get; without duplicity or guile or hidden agendas; where my word is
my bond; and as honest as the day is long. It is difficult to live and
to be such a person in a culture where trust is tried and found wanting –
and where we actually find it difficult to fully trust others ourselves.
But what a difference it would make in our families, our workplaces, our
communities and our nations if we were to live like that!
Jesus went on to make these comments:
“If you’re honest in small things,
you’ll be honest in big things;
If you’re a crook in small things,
you’ll be a crook in big things.
If you’re not honest in small jobs,
who will put you in charge of the store?
No worker can serve two bosses:
He’ll either hate the first and love the second
or adore the first and despise the second.
You can’t serve both God and the Bank.”
(Luke 16:10-13 MSG)
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Ron Nikkel is President Emeritus of Prison
Fellowship International after having led served as the Chief
Executive for 32 years. Ron has traveled extensively meeting with
political leaders, criminal justice officials as well church and community
leaders in more than 140 countries. He holds the distinction of having
been in more prisons in more countries than any other person. Considered a
leading voice for Justice that leads to restoration and reconciliation, Ron is
in demand as a speaker on issues of justice and faith, justice and society.
BOOKS by Ron - Radical
Love in a Broken World and Your
Journey with Jesus are available in print and Kindle
format through Amazon and Christian
Focus Publications
ARTICLES - Ron's articles frequently appear in the
Huffington Post and many can be found online at The
Huffington Post
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