2014-02-18 Ron W. Nikkel (Prison Fellowship International)
Liberation in Anguish
I
know not whether Laws be right,
Or whether Laws be wrong;
All that we know who lie in gaol
Is that the wall is strong;
And that each day is like a year,
A year whose days are long.
This too I know . . .
That every prison that men build
Is built with bricks of shame,
And bound with bars lest Christ should see
How men their brothers maim.
With bars they blur the gracious moon,
And blind the goodly sun:
And they do well to hide their Hell,
For in it things are done
That Son of God nor son of Man
Ever should look upon!
The vilest deeds like poison weeds
Bloom well in prison-air:
It is only what is good in Man
That wastes and withers there:
Pale Anguish keeps the heavy gate,
And the Warder is Despair.
(From “The Ballad of Reading Gaol” by Oscar Wilde)
When I first decided to visit prison it seemed to me that I was doing a good
thing by simply bringing Jesus, the good news, to guilty offenders. I knew
very well that Jesus said those who “visited him when he was in prison”
would be welcomed into the Kingdom of Heaven. (Gospel of St. Matthew) And
I also knew that St. Paul challenged followers of Jesus to “remember those in
prison as if you were together with them in prison.” (Paul’s letter to the
Hebrews). However, I didn’t really know what that meant other than being
compassionate. It seemed like a good thing to show compassion toward
offenders even if they were “doing time for their crime.”
Whether
it was simply fortuitous or divine coincidence that my first foray into the
world of imprisonment took me to Latin America I don’t know. Whatever it
was the experience changed my understanding of prisoners and changed my life
forever. The nineteen eighties were a difficult and tumultuous time
throughout much of Central and South America. It was a time of social
upheaval and political conflict – when both revolutionary and theological
ideologies of liberation took root among people suffering in the throes of
immense social and economic inequality that was compounded by political
injustice and military repression. In traveling through the Dominican
Republic, Peru, Colombia, Panama, El Salvador, Guatemala and Belize I
encountered a depth of human injustice and inhumanity I had never seen first
hand. As a result I empathized with the anguish and anger of ordinary
people who were being repressed, and felt the painful yearning of people whose
basic human freedom was being denied, and saw how even the church was being
manipulated and made complicit as in instrument of suppression and injustice.
Not only did I come to understand deep motivation underlying liberation
theology, but I saw that our “normal” comfortable theology had to be
liberated from captivity to political agendas and economic interests.
Nowhere was this more clear than in Guatemala where General Rios Montt, a
“Christian” had seized Presidential control and was fighting his opponents
through a "guns and beans" campaign; maintaining "If you are with
us, we’ll feed you, if not, we’ll kill you. Rios Montt had become the
darling of Protestant Evangelicals even though he was responsible for widespread
brutality and bloodshed. Evangelical success over the historical dominance
of the Catholic Church depended on General Montts' influence and power. I
wanted to meet the man but arrangements for the meeting fell through at the last
moment and I visited prisons instead. Those visits would turn out to be
infinitely more significant than meeting with a man who would later be charged
with acts of genocide against the indigenous poor, Mayan peasants.
In the prisons of Guatemala, as in those of El Salvador, Colombia and Peru I met
with many inmates whose only “crime” was being on the wrong side of
politics. The vast majority of them were poor and powerless peasant people
– “campesinos.” They had no political connections or
influence with the powers-that-be and they had no resources with which to buy
justice through legal means or customary bribes. The systems of justice
and prisons were more complicit in maintaining social and political control than
in upholding the rule of law and the fair administration of justice. Many
of the people I met with in the prisons were victims not offenders, they were
poor and powerless in an environment in which they had no real worth.
In the prisons of Latin America I met Jesus as if I was meeting him for the
first time. I realized that I was not bringing Jesus to the prisoners but
that I was meeting the suffering bleeding Jesus among them – the Jesus who was
as brutalized and inhumanely treated and even tortured as many of them. My
eyes were opened to the depth of what Jesus meant when he said, “I was in
prison and you came to me.” And I understood more clearly the second
part of St. Paul’s enjoinder to “remember those in prison as if
you were together with them in prison, and those who are mistreated as if
you yourselves were suffering.”
Ever since that tour through Latin America I’ve continued meeting Jesus in
every prison I visit around the world and here at home. For there are many
marginalized men and women who are imprisoned unjustly and undeservedly; Jesus
is suffering with them and among them. And there are also many imprisoned
men and women who are guilty of their offences and who yearn for freedom and
liberation – a liberation that comes by Jesus who is imprisoned among them,
who knows their circumstance, and who loves them in their guilt without
condition. Jesus is “doing their time” with them even as he absorbed
punishment on their behalf in the first place – as a prisoner on the cross.
Prisons don’t bring freedom and prisons don’t do justice anywhere in the
world. Many prisons are full of poor and powerless people, even guilty
people. So when I visit prison, I am visiting Jesus the suffering one,
Jesus the convicted one who is behind bars - I am joining him in compassion and
love sharing the good news of liberation, freed and forgiveness, and ultimately
of justice for all.
…
on the horizon there is a new kingdom
springing up from a fracture in this one,
spilling out over the mess that we've made
and making its way to everyone.
And all our enemies and all our friends,
the slaves, the masters, the rebels
may they all find their way into your arms -
may we finally share your peace when we get there…
Love is a price we simply must pay
having finally seen your face -
burns hard inside this heart turned to flesh
all of our missteps erased…
We've seen who you are
and we aren't turning back.
(From “You Will not Die in a Prison” by Showbread)